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the time for Acceptance has come

Posted on: May 15, 2017

 

The three volumes of Jeff Vandermeer’s Southern Reach trilogy are strewn about my house, like a path of breadcrumbs. Annihilation, the shortest of the three, sits on the coffee table in the living room, positioned in such a way that if you sit on the smushy sofa, you can easily pick it up. There is a still a ring on the coffee table where my coffee mug sat this morning, dark liquid cooling as I slowly read the last few pages of the book. Everyone talks about the tower, the crawler, the border, the colonization. I do too, as those are the physical stars of the book, the things everyone talks about, the things you can point a finger at and be relatively sure that you experienced them in a similar fashion as others. For me, the star of this show is the Biologist. How her relationship with society is the same as her relationship with her tide pools and environs – to observe but not to interfere. That she doesn’t really care what other people do. She is aggressively self sufficient. That she and her husband loved each other, but that their struggles to understand each and meet each other half way was damaging to their relationship. His extrovertedness versus her introverted self sufficiency. Through the lens of his gregariousness, he saw her as walled off and uninterested in sharing her inner self. His experience in Area X allowed him to gain a deeper understanding of her, and she of him. I like that she found something that she was looking for. And maybe her husband did too. The entire story is tense but comforting at the same time. It’s like a giant tide pool or terrarium, where every rock you turn over shows you more you don’t know, which is why you came to explore in the first place. To realize how much you don’t know.

Authority sits on the kitchen table, where I was reading it over coffee this morning. I’ve read this novel before, and I’m only a few pages into it now. What a different feel from Annihilation! The first novel is soft moss, swaying ferns, chirping birds, clouds that come and go in the breeze. Like the biologist, I wonder why everyone is so afraid of what happens in Annihilation. Authority, on the other hand, feels all sharp angles, florescent lights, clicky shoes clattering on metal staircases, knowing everyone is biting their nails. There is plenty of the unknown here too, but no quiet contemplation, no comfort. The tenseness feels like staring at a phone, willing it to ring, but not wanting it to ring. Authority feels like Finch, like you are just waiting for the other shoe to drop. From what I recall from my first read, Ghost Bird makes an appearance. Maybe her calmness will comfort me, maybe not.

Acceptance sits on the other end of the kitchen table, opened, but unread. What a terrible fan I am, that I have not yet read Acceptance! I think it because I am not ready, mentally, for this story to end. I do not want Area X to cease being. I want to continue to pick up rocks, turn over starfish, find new tadpoles and thistles. I want there to always be things I don’t know. The idea that every question answered means I have ten more questions is comforting to me, not annoying or frustrating.

It sure is nice to have all three books here, that I can just binge read them right through. The weather is perfect for reading outside.

We opened that bottle of champagne last week. After an anxiety filled three months of unemployment, I am scheduled to start a new full time job next week. It’s been eight years since I had a traditional office job, it’ll be nice to have an office gig again. I’m even looking forward to dealing with rush hour traffic.

It’s time to read Acceptance.  Let’s see where the breadcrumb path leads.

 

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4 Responses to "the time for Acceptance has come"

First, congrats on snaring that job. Well done.

I haven’t read any of the trilogy, so I can’t speak to it, but I certainly like the way your post approaches the books and the reading of them. And, of your writing, I was especially struck by your simile “The tenseness feels like staring at a phone, willing it to ring, but not wanting it to ring”. Why, because it’s technology independent. It could be true in 1917 or today. So your emotional reaction is carried across immediacy, stretched out.

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thank you! I don’t miss my old job, but I also won’t miss being unemployed.

and thank you! Writing fun not-review articles is fun. I’m nearly halfway through the 2nd book in the series right now, looking forward to a nice stretch of reading time after dinner tonight.

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BIG congrats on the job! That must be a huge stress-reliever.

I love it when books explore a marriage relationship, and this trilogy sounds super cool anyway. Not sure how I’ve managed to live a quarter century without reading Vandermeer XD Thanks for the great review!

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thank you! and wowza, you have no idea.

I like books where the characters are couples too. So many lone-wolf brooding characters, none of these people are married, and I wish they were! Annihilation doesn’t focus on her marriage, and it doesn’t explore it, the book is about something completely different, but the protagonist thinks about her husband and their time together a lot. She gets involved in the project because of him.

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